Quote from: EsmagaSapos on September 20, 2018, 10:04:20 AM

(stuff was here)

Am I having an acid flashback, or did this discussion start in Zen Dudeism and end up on 1st wedding?

Quote from: BikerDude on September 20, 2018, 06:32:39 AM

It is only after be accused of being envious that you pivot and claim to not be mad at the guy.
Should I say every emotions while I'm writing? I didn't came here to be a poet man.
Although you used him as an example.
And specifically called him an asshole and said that he was acting like a 12 year old.
Once those view become baggage then you pivot.
It's intellectual fencing.
I used 'us', the only reason I call him an asshole and even mention this is because I like the guy, his my friend. I just don't like when people take the mask thinking no one will notice, that precious time is long gone.
If he has a nicer car than I do and he flaunts it I hate him because he has a nicer car than me and he flaunts it.
It's a natural and honest reaction.
Fuck that asshole.
You are saying we should embrace capitalistic thinking because is our nature?
To cover that up with some equivocating could be called "Christian Guilt". And even if you aren't a christian it's likely to be a part of your mentality.
Yeah sure, I'm a product of my environment, but I know that environment is a creation, is not a reality.
We have built an entire mentality where people are supposed to feel guilty about what comes naturally.
That depends on what you believe is natural. For me natural is spontaneous, goes beyond words and symbols, ideas.
The guy breezes by in a nice car acting like a big shot and you hate him for it.
That's good. It's natural.
Humm, nop, I don't hate him for it, I might petty him, which I know is also a way of superiority, I don't bother, but I know you don't agree. What if I have a considered better, more expensive, faster or whatever car already?
Win instead of simply clinging to the million excuses that we are furnished with to make losing more palatable.
We don't have the same goal, I presume, my winning might be different. Do you know how hard I've tried to look as simpler as a mother fucker can be? Then I realize that instead of trying I should just be.
No one can hold back that tide. And why try?
Might be true, might...

I'm not trying to argue, even so, I believe if you don't argue you don't know your own perspective.
 
You have to know black to know white.
 
I just don't like to have the need to say my peace so someone else think I'm not foolish or worthless.
 
We write because we dough, we want to prove to ourself's and other's we have value.