Something I've learned very recently: you cant repeat the past. A while back, me and some friends had a pretty big falling out. Well, come a few months later, we stared to talk again. Things were going great, even better than before, id say. But all of the sudden, over the last few weeks, they stopped talking to me all together. Brats started stonewalling me. And I tell you, the whole thing stinks to high heaven. But whatever, im alright with it. I still have my family, and my group of best friends I could ask for. The reason im sayin all this, is because its like that conversation between Jay Gatsby and Nick Carraway. You know, where Gatsby thinks he can just go back to loving Daisy like nothing ever happened, and Nick tells him you cant. Well, son of a bitch was right; you cant. So if something like this happens to you, and you go back, and thinks LOOK ok, they wont be for too long. Ah hell, I done talked about this enough. Just keep this in mind, dudes.
(http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma54nnW0tv1rsykvdo1_r1_250.gif)
It didn't help that Daisy was a flighty, selfish, heartless cunt. That's the thing, sometimes people are selfish cunts. It's not that you can't go back again (which you can't), it's more that people tend to not change. Eventually people show their true colors. Keep the rare good ones, discard the rest.
Sorry if that sounds rather cynical. You live and learn, and I've done my fair share of learning the hard way.
Oh, its fine, I know what you mean. They are the kind of people that come to me for help, because I don't spread rumors, I don't talk shit, nothing like that, im a nice guy. But as soon as I need advice, they are nowhere to be found. I don't plan on sticking with them long. My main group of friends I mentioned in a previous post, which consists of my sister and our 3 other friends. We all go to each other for advice, the whole "one hand helps the other" thing, you know "you scratch my back, I scratch yours". Plus they are all graduated or in college, while im still in school. My last group of friends were freshmen. Good things don't come from freshmen at my school. Should have never got caught up in them, but at least I learned.
And hopefully I don't sound like I know the in's and out's and what-have-you's of life when im still in high school, im just saying I've learned from these people that you don't treat others like trash.
TGG in ten words or less - The green dock light is an illusion.
If Fitzgerald had written it today - Get off MyFace and SpaceBook. Get on with life.