Read this dudes

[ProudDogWeather]

Nicky ... A name I learned not to like she first met my father when we lived in a shitty apartment dying to pick are lives up and not become homeless from all the bills my older sister had started babysitting her daughter you see we lived next store ... Before soon they were dating and my dad decided to move in she would allow my older sister to have her own instead she let her 3 year old daughter my sister at the time was probably 15 and going through the I just want to be alone faze but yet I had to share a room with her I was about 12 or 13 so it was hard and that made us angrier at each other and sort of made us angry at her and my dad who I love very much tmy dad moved into a house and I was given a closet as a room and I'm legit talking like a closet a walk in closet that you hang clothes in so her brat daughter  could have a big room I was so upset theese days I was the type of kid who would secretly be in pain or sad my entire day and cry secretly at night I one day decided not to live in that closet anymore and moved into a basement that was creepy like thugs sneaking in your house and trying to drown you in your own toilet I would constantly have sleep issues and be up all night it was so bad I developed ansomnia my dad promised to put up walls like a room and I new I'd feel better and be able to sleep but Nicky was really into everything being perfect so things always had to be done new rug new couch new chair new tv stand all outta my dads pokey even tho we barely afforded the house they even repossessd his car and that's the one thing he needed for his job so outta his retirement money he bought it back it cost all the money he had for retirement I had such bad bipolar ism ( from stress ) and anger that and any little thing I'd snap I grew away from my dad and me and her daughter did not get along :example = I was upset one night and went up to my room which the little brat followed I closed the door to my room befor she even got to the top of the stairs she would always fake cry she said get this " I shut the door on her eyeball " I got the shit and she sat there smiling but I never once put a razor to my arm and I never thought about shit like that I mean why what's the point finally they broke up everyone says it's because of me and that I didn't get along with her daughter but two years of my dad crying over her they got back to gather now even tho my dad worked from 430 5 in the morning till 730-12 at night he would still slave over her cook get her stuff like drinks her response this " tastes like a shoe " ( actually said that ) or did I ask for ice now me and my sis would regularly talk to my dad about her bitchiness but he always had an excuse she had a bad day or she has a stomak hurrying condition which I looked into its bullshit we finally moved out of that house cause it was to much money to bare ended up moving into a two room apartment now I was only with him half the time the other was with my very hippie and a woman version of the dude mother so me and my sisters rooms were obviously ( in her eyes ) a couch and a chair but only her opinion matters apparently and because I was smaller I had to take the chair I also want to mention I have back neck and bin pain but I deal the Same way I deal with the cards I was dealt in life now this human paraquat was vacuuming and opening curtains at 6 in the morning spoiled her kid rotten to the point where if my dad said Hun don't do that or you know better she would look at her mom to see what her mom thought and Nicky would do nothing cause her kids an " angle and was just playing" or some lazy load of a rug full of piss on and on I found a miracle ... Weed now in my situation in life people turn to drugs or crime and like I said befor to someone i was on the path of crime I got in trouble with the cops nothin serious just a oh your on a construction area ( wher they knocked down some woods to build a hous but nothing was there the only thing that made a difference was a deed to some dirt not even a fucking sign man so us people will go on it ) and some New York State poppers or snaps and pull strings in my pocket but apparently there illegal and when I was younger barely can remember I think I was three ( if u made it this far type pineapple so I know someone cares ) but it had something to do with another kid and cars lost my point sorry there dudes anyways I became a huge hippie after weed it opens my eyes a little wider than befor anyway my dad and his Nicky bitchy had saved enough money to buy a shit hous near a shit road but whatever she became word made us scrape and repainted all the walls in the house as well buy or fixas a mailbox fire pit tree garden windows front yard property line roof toilet shower sink kitchen kitchen floor counters and cupboards now remember we're broke as fuck I had to get a job at 14 working with bleach and other chemicals unknowingly and having shit pay as well as shit hours just to give about half the money I made to my dad for gas money and don't forget we only lived in this house for about oh I don't know 4-5 months my dad went to visit his dad down in Dominican Republic and he was like 2000 pesos  in debt to a corner store a fucking gas station owend by poor people you know what he ate on a daily basis an apple and once a week heed buy chicken feet boy legs feet the claws and that my father almost cried when he saw with the money he had he got grandpa outta debt it was like 160$$ but down there it's 2000 $$ when my dad found wifi he contacted Nicky she didn't say hello or miss you she said you need to fix the roof garden and redo the fire pit when u get back he goes well jeez miss you too she's like o yay I miss you but " it's nice not picking up after someone " he'll do three loads of Landry and vacuumed the hous but oh I see you didn't do the dishes ... I'm serious so he gets home and he steps in the door she say hey babe can u put the wet clothes in the dryer and fold the dry ones " welcome home "he says in a sarcastic tone to her then she flips out and they get into a big argument the next day she say babe when your done with the dishes do the table ( while she's watching tv ) he says welcome home and she fliiiiiips I HATE IT WHEN YOU SAY THAT she yells my sister texts my dad jeez c u next Tuesday now as a dumb ass he put her text sound and Nicky's text sound the same so my dad texts beck ya then puts his phone on silent in the meantime she bombshell his phone WHAT THE F DID SHE SAY TO YOU he obviously didn't here nor read the text so she angrily pushes him in the next room now as dumbass he tells her what my sis said and she freaks kicks us out the house this isn't the first time she's done it but it is the first time we've been kicked out what I mean is he's left angirly several times with us but this is the first time she's actually kicked us out .... Thanks dudes had to get that of my chest oh and by the way right around the time they moved into that new house he asked her to marry him thanks for hearing my befor Taoism story it's along one but its all true

I abide man oh and I think I got the job at the bowling alley man

[jgiffin]

Paragraphs, bro. Paragraphs.

[Dude Skippy]

Paragraphs, bro. Paragraphs.

Yeah, I got a little lost reading that a few times. Don't get me wrong - that's some heavy shit. A real bummer. And thanks for sharing it.

Best of luck with the job at the alley. Keep abiding as best you can.

[Rev Nicholas Rehfeldt]

That was a wall of streaming conciousness, but I think I understood it. The problem is this human paraquat that your dad is dating?

It's a bummer man, she sounds verbally abusive.

also, Pineapple

[DigitalBuddha]

I tried to read your post, ProudDogWeather dude; I ended up like this...